haha...a enjoyable trip~~~

haiz,long time never upload my blog ad...it is the most happy on Christmas day... n also he first we never celebrate Christmas at Melaka...hahahaha...cause we(all the person who work at MITC )can join together for a trip...very happy...all small kid...nonono...is teenagers la...haha^^...so got topic to talk...but i most hate is they all always explain about my teeth...haiz...my teeth where got so serius wor...they all keep say when i smile...can see 10 tooth...got like that serius meh?brenda...got like that serius meh?haiz,nvm la...i dun care liao la...coz always keep they all say my teeth...no more feeling liao loh...^^talk another topic bah...very 遗憾 de thing is...we never bring the camera to the water park...so cannot let u all see the photo...haha^^...at there,got many things to play...fun!!!the most horrible is"superman"...dunno how to explain at here...if wan know...come n ask me bah...brenda u wan know also can come to ask me...wat is superman...hahahaha...now give u all see some photo bah...haiyo...next time juz let u all see la...now dunno wat wrong de...maybe no line bah...haiyo wait for a long time still cannot upload wan...next time bah...^^

love...is juz like a story

love...is juz like a story...this world still got a kind,handsome,friendly,good boys???maybe the world got...maybe one or two bah...but i'm not like that lucky...can't meet this kind of boys...so,when i saw a new relationship...i feel very happy with them...dunno y...the first time,i keep tell myself he is a good boys...n a nice boys...but she keep thinking got a day,he will bresk up with her wan...but i dun believe it...i juz feel they all very sweet~,very prosperity~ at the end,he still do this!!!this all,make me dun believe all the boys...i dunno wat r their "real face"...boys very horrible!!!the second,i keep worry about they all..but they all look lik really very prosperity...n the boys treat the girl very good...very take care of her...when i juz "FANG XIN"...the boys do that things...same with the first boys(it look like we doing"recycable"always recycle the same things...my friends really very pity wan,dun bully hr anymore...he juz a little girl...pls stop bully her...T.T...start from now,i won't simply believe boys anymore...y all the boys like that wan...this world dun have any good boys liao???y wan to find a good boys also like that difficult???although all the boys like that...i still will love my fruit wan...that night,she call me...she told me dun simply give up...she says i must love fruit until the end...coz she dun wan to see me like her...when i heard this,i feel sad with the boys...haiz!!!i will promise u wan...i dun care watever happen...i still will love fruit until the end(he says he hat e me n dun wanna see me anymore)...i promise u...^^

boring holidayssssssss

haiz...hate holidays wan...nth to do...very boring...i also finish watch my DVD ad...(very long time liao,that's y now can online ad...^^)if can choose i dun wanna to holiday anymore...like that,i won't unhappy,i won't everyday cannot see fruit,my life won't go like that quiet...like that boring...haiz...hope anything will turn back to before bah...but i hope teachers won't give us too much homework la...too much homework...i will very pressure wan...^^...haiz,i still can talk with fruit ma?who can tell me the answer?i ad very tired...i dun wanna guess anymore...fruit,can u dun treat me like that horrible...tell me the answer...pls...T.T...i can't accept ad...i really very tire!!!T.T...i dun care wat ur answer...but at lease u got tell me the answer n i no need to so worry about this thing ma...dun let me think so much liao...i juz wan to hear the answer...pls!!!do u know...durin gthis holidays...i always think about you,think about u whether u got eat or not...think about u got sleep better or not...think about today u happy or not...think about today u sad?think about y u so happy...thik about y u so sad...i do everything also think about u...i know u never ever think about me...i know u dunno wat my feeling now...i know u dunno i'm thinking about u now...i know everything!!!but i juz hope u know...when u sad...i juz beside u...i will support u;when u happy,u can share ur happy to me...when u need friends...u can find me...i'm ur friend who won't leave u alone when u r in hardship...because i juz beside u^^

happy sunday~

last sunday,my sis,mybro n some friends go drink tea...i ask them to go a cafe...it is opposite katholik...when we reached there,i saw 2G n 2H's student...i saw someone smoking...i very scare...then i ask them to change another place...after that,we change to "wings"...on the way,we can't find it...=='''...then my sis call my older sis...after we reached there...we then write on a paper that we wanna listen...then,we order drink...my sis got order french fried...a few minutes,the french fried come ad...but the waiter never be careful...n the french fried "fry"to my sis there...my sis very angry...wah,this is first time i saw it...at the same day,at the same time,had happen many things...they all 打破 glass...==...haiz...that day,we drink until 12 o'clock something like that...then we went home liao...although many things happen bt i still feel very happy...^^coz we keep talking funny things...hehe

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haiz...now i juz think that study not bad wan...the most bad is nth to do...but humans,when many things to do,they will say:"aiyo,y so many wan?"...if nth to do,they will say:"haiz...boring,nth to do..."ya...i'm this kind of human...^^always think too much...me 竟然think wan to see sun rise n sun set together with him...so naive...i say like this is because i know this thing won't happen...when it is happen...i juz tell u all bah...^^actually i wanna put fruit's new photo at here de...but i scare...coz i know many people know my address ad...so later i will change my URL...to makesure that no one know my URL...only brenda n kam can know...^^coz if they know...they won't........maybe i will tell 2 more person bah...^^haiz...if can...i will put his photo here...(when i'm together with him)...sweet(think too much liao,haiz dun wan to think so much liao la...juz finish do my things that's enough...coz if i think so much also not use la...coz i 明明know fruit won't love me wan...but i still think so much...think so much also not use la...sigh

i dun wan fruit become like that...fruit,pls stop do it!!!T.T

juz now when i wan to send hug for my friends...i got send for my fruit...something very amazing had been happen...my fruit...my fruit...he upload his photo ad...i very happy...coz long time never saw him ad...if i wanna see his face must go others' profile...at there,he never wear shirt...hehe...shy to view it...:$...don't dare to view it...can saw long time never saw him ad...when i saw his face...i noticed that he become more thin,tired,憔悴...my heart is bleeding...y should he treat himself like that?fruit,dun do like that anymore...dun do something that will hurt urself...n remember to eat much food...i dun wanna to see u like that...fruit,sorry!!!i really dun wan u become like that...i wan u become urself...before that,u r very cool,handsome,not so thin,n look like very confident wan...before of u had gone...i wan de is before of u...but now wat can i do???i really dunno...i dunno wat u like...i dunno wat u hate...now,i juz notice...我根本不了解你...somebody help me?T.T(i'm very tire ad...if can,i juz wan to sleep...n dun wanna to wake up anymore...but i hope not now la...coz i now still got many thing to do...maybe later bah...wait until i finish my things...u juz bring me away bah...god,watever u wan...u wan my life...i also can give u...but i juz wan u to give my fruit always happy,always posperity..that's enough...i die also got value liao^^...

猜不透。。。

猜不透
你最近是好是坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
但是他为彼此的戏上了锁
猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的 是热的
如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过
猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的 是热的
如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过
如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过
到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已经不想追求
越是在乎的人越是猜不透。。。

friendship forever~~~

hope all of u can have a friendship like them...very cute leh...animals can have a good friends we also can have good friends...i still remember...last time my fruit n me also like that...maybe our surrounding people don't noticed that...but i really miss him...if the time can be turn back...i will choose...dun wan love him...like that...i won't like that sad...n i still his friends...we talk together...we joke together...^^maybe he won't like that hate me ma...now i really dunno how to face him...i don't dare...but nobody can help me...i need u all help...somebody help me?with him...i will always smile...coz can stad beside him...for me,very hard...coz i now can't stand beside him anymore...if u all are in relationship must 珍惜each others...when chance is pass,anything is too late.....
together with him...i won't feel sleepy...although he always do something very childish...but i feel very happy...i still remember last year...he come to my class n find me...he says my bro wan find me...i never think too much...then believe him...who know he juz joke...^^miss him sooooooo much...

i'm here to tell all of my friends...dun 忽略or 牺牲people who r in our surrounding...i can't be friends with him...all is my fault because of me...i can't talk to him anymore...because i had choose a wrong way...i choose to hide at a side...don't dare to face the truth...sometimes,i hate of myself...y i wan to choose this way?y dun me juz face the truth...brenda had say...this must blame y that time brenda n me still don't know each other...if i know brenda earlier...that must not be like that...y that time nobody ask me to face the truth...y?this all things won't be like that...now i still fruit's friends...i'm very regret...i still wan to be his friends...(fruit,dun leave me alone!!!)if u got lover must 珍惜...:'(dun wait until missing...juz regret...

my holidays.....

during my holidays...coz always did the same things...still like last time^^...during holidays,i was buy many DVD to watch...so i always sleep very late...the most late i sleep is 5.30a.m...but the next day...i need to wake up earlier...like 8 o'clock something...very tired...but i can't dun wan watch DVD wan...coz it is very interest to me...every night,i must watch until midnight...so my family always scold me...the most funny is...my sis ask me dun watch too late...she says if i watch over 2 o'clock...she will spoilt the disc...i very scare...but the next day...i was in a不知不觉中...watch over 2 o'clock...at the time,i know that...i can't do it...duing this holidays...i never ever sleep below than 1 o'clock...so always scold by them...nowadys...it become a habit,so the next day...they all sure will ask me...yesterday sleep on wat time?but i answer them very quiet...coz i scare my sis will spoilt my DVD...but at the end...my sis never do that...i'm very happy...

friendster......

juz now when i sign in my friendster...i saw that,all had been change n it is juz like facebook...haiz... y should they copy facebook wan?i also dunno,n i dun wan to know...from kid still now...the most i hate is:"copy cat"...really hate...y should we dun wan to be ourself?y should we wan to copy others people?y dun we believe ourself?can't imagine that if we dun believe ourself...then who will going to believe us?haiz,this few days mood not so good...but when i write inside here,i will become more happy...coz i 终于found my best friend...my 知己...hahaha^^

long time never online ad...also long time never update my blogs ad^^

today is a moody day...maybe without him bah...i really miss him sooooooooooooo much...dunno he 's now ok o not...my life cannot without him...without him juz like a cup of coffee...no sugar...when u drink it...it is bitter...coz it less something...less sugar...whenever u drink it's also bitter?wanna see him right now...but.......but....nth la^^...can study in a same school with him is ok ad...nothing that i can think & dream right now...i juz can focus to my future...next year is coming soon...n i gonna to do a PMR test very soon...haiz,maybe it is foreordain bah...i cannot have a relationship until i am 21 years old...maybe the god dun wan me to feel sad in my love story...coz it know i very believe that...one day,fruit will talk to me again,he got love me before...wish i will dream come true!!!!!!!!!!!^^