wah...long time never upload my blog ad...miss u so much^^

long time never upload my blog ad...so i had save many things that i wanna post at here inside my hp...haha...lets see wat i had save...:)


(18/1/10)today i saw fruit about 4 times...but after school,i never saw him ad...when his class is having their SJ lesson,he is not inside the class...(sad~)...that's mean he ponteng loh...T.T,tmr is fruit's birthday ad...if i still his friend now,i'm sure i will wish him"happy birthday" wan...^^n tonight...i had called his friends to wish him"happy birthday"...so that he will be happier...but that all dun wan to help me...sad somemore...T.T

(19/1/10)today is fruit's birthday...he lok like normal...not happy de...i ask others,today anythings happen?they al say no...(boring)...today juz saw him about 2 times...T.T...today i very very sad...coz my fruit look like very hate me...when i walk face to face with him,he dun wan to see me leh...T.T...n today i know wat songtaht fruit like...(it's takin back my love)...he dislike chinese song...i like this song too^^...XD

(20/1/10)today, i had saw fruit about 2 times...n i'm not happy...coz fruit look like really dun wan to see me anymore,he never turns his head n moves his eyes to me...i felt very hurt n sad...i dunno whether i need give out of this or juz pretend nth...very annoy!actually,i really dun wan to dolike that...but brenda had give me a week times to forget him...n i ad promise her...start from next monday,my brain only have books n no more fruit...T.T...wish i can do it...sorry,fruit i love u...

*(ok...write until here first...i gtg now...my dad had scolded me ad...continue next time^^)

fruit's hair is cut by our discipline teacher...T.T

(11/1/10)...{again}...haha...actually today i never saw him,i almost wan to cry liao de...coz he seen like really dun wan to see me anymore liao...feel sad...n i still rmb that time...we r having our mathematics lessons...when we after school,i saw fruit get our discipline teacher caught because of his hair...{too long liao},n wrote his name inside the list...i'm very worry...coz i dunno it is a black list or not...hope it is not la...god bless him...
(12/1/10)-today,fruit's hair had been cut liao...T.T...during my recess time,i saw him ok de...who know after school,i had saw his hair had been cut liao{haiz,who ask him dun wan to go salon to cut his hair}T.T...our discipline teacher had been complained him...he still dun wan go to cut...now his hair juz look like "use by a bowl n cut"(u all dun laugh...==...this is not fun...ok?)n today i saw fruit 2 times...><
(13/1/10)-today, i saw fruit about 3 times...haiz,do u think fruit love me?i got chance to be with him?i think no bah,coz today he still never pass by my class...last time he got walk by...but dunno y...this timehe never come anymore?he hate me is it?T.T...i dun wan leh...i can dun wan to be with him...but i can't let him hate me leh...if liek that i won't happy,he won't happy...everyone will be not happy de...like that maybe i wan to be friends with him also cannot...T.T...life like this,juz can choose only one descision inside many descision...cannot choose more than one...maybe this is the most pain in the world...

the record of i saw fruit in a different place on a day~~~><

(7/1/10)-i saw him about 3 times
(8/1/10)-i saw fruit about 5 times(the most)
(11/1/10)-sad thing:when the bell ring,i was very nervous n naive to think he will pass by my class corridor,but i keep waiting for him,he still never come,when everyone(his friends) had been pass by,i still never saw him...is it because i never go n saw him???so he dun wan to come n see me????actually i wanna go n see him wan...but i had say i can't go n see him anymore...coz i need to focus in my PMR test...i hope he will understand...fruit,sorry...i love u...u must believe me...after the PMR test,anything will be back...this is the promise i for u...

happy thing:although fruit never come n see me,but i still can see him about 4 times...somemore 1 times is "察肩而过"...is it mean i fate with him...haha...think so much...maybe it is exactly only...==

that day brenda ask me to go n listen a song

that day brenda ask me to go n listen a song...yesterday when i was doing my homework,i feel boring n go to listen...when i heard it...i 'm very amazing...coz her voice is nice,n the rhythm very soft...like it very much,hope everyone will realize this song...anyone who saw this must go n listen o...that name call"最后一次"...sing by a girl which juz only seventeen years old...n this is the"songwriting" when she still alive...ya,u're right...she is now far away from us...if we wan to saw her,must walk a long journey...(i hope u will know wat i mean,lol)..."在我最后一次，闭上眼睛之前，我想对你说我爱你，在你怀里舍不得放弃，心里有千话万语，还没说给你听，我想尽全力，不想闭上眼睛，这次告别就不能再相遇，不能再陪你，但不要忘记，你曾经答应我你会好好活下去"……nice~~~><

i really dun wan to be like thatT.T(pls believe me...)

maybe today is the last day i online ...coz i need to pay attention in my PMR test...so,start from now,i must study hard n mustn't think about fruit anymore...maybe u all r right...i can't think about fruit right now...must wait after PMR test...so ,start from now,i won't go n see fruit anymore...ya!!!i said!!!(T.T,fruit i'm sorry)but i promise u!!!i won't give up wan...believe me,after PMR test,anything will be back like last time...i have no more descision...times,can u move backward?i'm very regret coz it is not enough time for me...believe me i can do it...i juz wan ur wish:"u can do it..."(i'm so naive,i must know u won't talk to me anymore)...i feel sorry with u...if not that thing,maybe now we still friends...still can talk together...still will very happy not like now...say anything is useless...i have many objection than others to choose this way...u must balieve me...maybe this is my fault...i know i very selfish...but i really cannot choose other ways...can u tell me wat can i do right now?u teach me bah...i need ur help...i really very selfish...T.T...goodbye my love,goodbye my fruit,after the test i still will back beside u...fruit,goodbye...i love u....muackssssssssss...T.T

tomorrow...school reopen ad...scare of the PMR test!!!T.T

T.T...tomorrow school reopen ad...i'm very scare about my PMR test...i dunno how to face the test...i dun have so encourage...i'm not u all think wan...i really very scare...y u all always force us?y must get a good result?haiz...for me,i juz wan to do my best...i juz wan to enjoy the time when we start the test...but i know...i can't!!!u all must see me get a good result...i know this is for my own good...nvm ...start from now,i must study hard... get a good result for u all...n i must not think about fruit liao...fruit is important...but the test is most important than my fruit...i feel very sorry for my fruit...it is really very serious liao...i must pay attention no play anymore...after that,all will work like last time...fruit,trust me...pls...i won't 变心 wan...i promise...but u must wait for me...^^i will love u forever...u must trust me...

juz now talk about unhappy thing...now,lets talk about happy things bah

hahahaha...u n me dun believe de thing had happen...^^i know fruit result on yesterday...haha><....is 3A 4B1D...is it clever?i think so...but y he dun wan tell others?i dun think is bad leh...only BC...for me,i maybe will get D also bah...^^coz got may things need to 背...got a bit difficult loh...^^haiz,for me...i dun think is bad...maybe u all think he is bad bah...coz he is chinese...then get D on his PMR exam...but nvm la...can study hard wan...^^