i really dun wan to be like thatT.T(pls believe me...)

maybe today is the last day i online ...coz i need to pay attention in my PMR test...so,start from now,i must study hard n mustn't think about fruit anymore...maybe u all r right...i can't think about fruit right now...must wait after PMR test...so ,start from now,i won't go n see fruit anymore...ya!!!i said!!!(T.T,fruit i'm sorry)but i promise u!!!i won't give up wan...believe me,after PMR test,anything will be back like last time...i have no more descision...times,can u move backward?i'm very regret coz it is not enough time for me...believe me i can do it...i juz wan ur wish:"u can do it..."(i'm so naive,i must know u won't talk to me anymore)...i feel sorry with u...if not that thing,maybe now we still friends...still can talk together...still will very happy not like now...say anything is useless...i have many objection than others to choose this way...u must balieve me...maybe this is my fault...i know i very selfish...but i really cannot choose other ways...can u tell me wat can i do right now?u teach me bah...i need ur help...i really very selfish...T.T...goodbye my love,goodbye my fruit,after the test i still will back beside u...fruit,goodbye...i love u....muackssssssssss...T.T